Saturday, December 27, 2008
I have been feeling a little anxious and a little irritated. And for no good reason at all either. It isn't any one person, but I do get randomly annoyed at little things people do or say here and there. I don't know if I've been showing it because sometimes I make certain facial expressions without knowing it. Or sometimes I have a habit of giving that look of apathy when I get irritated at someone.The "whatever" face.
I think I know what is wrong with me though, I think I am majorly under stimulated. Socially understimulated.
I have so much fun at work. I know I whine and complain that I don't want to go sometimes, but when I get there, it's like I don't want to leave.
It really gets addicting.
I get people to talk, laugh, have a good time and spend more money. But once the day is over, I guess my personality goes into shut down mode.
I don't know what I should do, but I know for a fact now that I am an under stimulated extravert and I need to do something about it. It's just that everyone is so damn busy with their own lives.
I am really looking forward to a potluck next Friday that a couple of friends are holding. I feel like I need to socialize.
So much for emotionally independent. hah.
I think I know what is wrong with me though, I think I am majorly under stimulated. Socially understimulated.
I have so much fun at work. I know I whine and complain that I don't want to go sometimes, but when I get there, it's like I don't want to leave.
It really gets addicting.
I get people to talk, laugh, have a good time and spend more money. But once the day is over, I guess my personality goes into shut down mode.
I don't know what I should do, but I know for a fact now that I am an under stimulated extravert and I need to do something about it. It's just that everyone is so damn busy with their own lives.
I am really looking forward to a potluck next Friday that a couple of friends are holding. I feel like I need to socialize.
So much for emotionally independent. hah.
I know! I'm feeling the same way. Everyone is either working at weird times or on vacation that I'm feeling socially understimulated as well.
And I love your point about emotional independence. Hehehe, I feel the most emotionally dependent during the holiday season which throws me off because I'm usually fairly okay in that respect.
I went out for a walk today, that helped a little bit. I'm also very tempted to start studying for next term just because it is a good distraction.
*pat pat* We're human, we like to interact.
Me too! It's usually this time of year too, I feel like I go crazy during this time of year!