Monday, December 8, 2008
These are just a couple of things that I would normally post just because, but I feel like compiling it into one since I have so many things on my mind at once.
-As much as I like young people, I don't. Being a young person myself, I feel like I don't want to be apart of my age group because they act so stupid, and they seem like they are stupid. I can't use words like "concise" or "reiterate" or "biast" without explaining what it means. Sure I don't know every word out there, but when you have to dumb down your talk just to get your point out to all your peers, that's bad. Not everyone in my age group is dumb, just the majority. Can you believe a lot of these people don't know what abdicate and ostracize mean? Sixth grade people, sixth grade! Even earlier I think....
-As a second job,I have been thinking about applying at that new Japanese restaurant as a server. They have that help wanted sign up. I hope they need servers. I have a little fear of working in a public place in town because I don't want to see people I know all over the place. But I gotta face it some day. I guess I'll apply. I hope I get it!
-Lately I have been having problems buying things. I am not so outgoing with shopping as I used to be any more. Ask anyone who has gone shopping with me. It takes me several attempts to actually think something over and buy it. As of right now, I am thinking of getting a new camera that is like Charlene's only blue. I like my camera, but man, it sucks as far as quality goes. I found a good priced one, but like I said, I have a huge problem with just buying things now these days, leaving me with this anxious foot tapping feeling.
-I have been doing research on Josef Mengele and other Nazi doctors. The holocaust fascinates me so much. I learn something new every time I read about it. But this time I was researching all the crazy crap that Mengele did as experiments on people. He did a lot of experiments on twins. One experiment he did was the conjoining of twins by sewing their flesh together as well as their veins and arteries I suppose, just to see siamese twins. That's just one of his evil little experiments. Sorry to be gruesome but it really did happen.
-We started hitting soft seventeen at work on blackjack. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Hitting soft seventeen means more chances of making a higher number, or busting. I guess it's the same thing. I still can't get used to it. Whenever I flip my hole card and it's a soft seventeen, I still pause and hit and then pause again to make sure I'm counting right.
-My mom keeps pressuring me on what I want for Christmas. I know it sounds childish, but under the condition that she says that it can't be expensive ( not that I expect expensive things ) and she has to be able to buy it in town, it really makes it hard for me to just straight out tell her what I want. I should tell her to just pay for my cell bill for a month or something. That isn't expensive at all and it's something practical.
Well, off to sleep. Or at least try.
-As much as I like young people, I don't. Being a young person myself, I feel like I don't want to be apart of my age group because they act so stupid, and they seem like they are stupid. I can't use words like "concise" or "reiterate" or "biast" without explaining what it means. Sure I don't know every word out there, but when you have to dumb down your talk just to get your point out to all your peers, that's bad. Not everyone in my age group is dumb, just the majority. Can you believe a lot of these people don't know what abdicate and ostracize mean? Sixth grade people, sixth grade! Even earlier I think....
-As a second job,I have been thinking about applying at that new Japanese restaurant as a server. They have that help wanted sign up. I hope they need servers. I have a little fear of working in a public place in town because I don't want to see people I know all over the place. But I gotta face it some day. I guess I'll apply. I hope I get it!
-Lately I have been having problems buying things. I am not so outgoing with shopping as I used to be any more. Ask anyone who has gone shopping with me. It takes me several attempts to actually think something over and buy it. As of right now, I am thinking of getting a new camera that is like Charlene's only blue. I like my camera, but man, it sucks as far as quality goes. I found a good priced one, but like I said, I have a huge problem with just buying things now these days, leaving me with this anxious foot tapping feeling.
-I have been doing research on Josef Mengele and other Nazi doctors. The holocaust fascinates me so much. I learn something new every time I read about it. But this time I was researching all the crazy crap that Mengele did as experiments on people. He did a lot of experiments on twins. One experiment he did was the conjoining of twins by sewing their flesh together as well as their veins and arteries I suppose, just to see siamese twins. That's just one of his evil little experiments. Sorry to be gruesome but it really did happen.
-We started hitting soft seventeen at work on blackjack. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Hitting soft seventeen means more chances of making a higher number, or busting. I guess it's the same thing. I still can't get used to it. Whenever I flip my hole card and it's a soft seventeen, I still pause and hit and then pause again to make sure I'm counting right.
-My mom keeps pressuring me on what I want for Christmas. I know it sounds childish, but under the condition that she says that it can't be expensive ( not that I expect expensive things ) and she has to be able to buy it in town, it really makes it hard for me to just straight out tell her what I want. I should tell her to just pay for my cell bill for a month or something. That isn't expensive at all and it's something practical.
Well, off to sleep. Or at least try.
I never learned the word abdicate. I googled it, and it doesn't really matter since it's not even something we'd use in everyday vocabulary.