Thursday, February 19, 2009
Whenever I'm about to go out with a friend and they invite their boyfriend or girlfriend, or another friend that I don't know sometimes I feel like I don't want to go any more. Today I am going to go eat lunch with Malaykham because she is also going to pay me back the money she borrowed. She is going to bring her boyfriend, and her boyfriend is going to bring his friend. When I heard about the extra company, I wanted to bail out right there, but I was thinking that it might not be so bad. But you never know.
From what I hear, her boyfriend is crazy. He's white, and he is the really jealous type (as if other races aren't as crazy, but when you aren't white, white people tend to look crazier than most). When he heard about me and Malaykham hanging out every once in a while after work, he would get a little ticked off and she would have to justify that I am old enough to be his son. I also heard some other stories, and to me, he is just psycho. And I also heard about the kind of friends that he has. Some of them are all redneck and stuff. I'm hoping his friend isn't all weird and redneck-ed out because we have to share the back seat for the duration of the car ride.
I am so dreading the moment she calls to pick me up. I have an hour to psych myself out.
Usually I am not this shy, But when meeting friends of other friends, I get so,, hmmmm I don't know. I guess I have a fear of being the odd man out? No, that's not it. I don't know. I just feel so UGH and BLEH. Maybe I should stop worrying.
From what I hear, her boyfriend is crazy. He's white, and he is the really jealous type (as if other races aren't as crazy, but when you aren't white, white people tend to look crazier than most). When he heard about me and Malaykham hanging out every once in a while after work, he would get a little ticked off and she would have to justify that I am old enough to be his son. I also heard some other stories, and to me, he is just psycho. And I also heard about the kind of friends that he has. Some of them are all redneck and stuff. I'm hoping his friend isn't all weird and redneck-ed out because we have to share the back seat for the duration of the car ride.
I am so dreading the moment she calls to pick me up. I have an hour to psych myself out.
Usually I am not this shy, But when meeting friends of other friends, I get so,, hmmmm I don't know. I guess I have a fear of being the odd man out? No, that's not it. I don't know. I just feel so UGH and BLEH. Maybe I should stop worrying.
I bet its not only third wheel syndrome but also creepo jerk of a boyfriend syndrome lol anyone would feel that way