Monday, May 4, 2009
Today has got to be the worst day I have ever had at work. Dealing BlackJack all day to the same two tables and making only $28. I don't think I've ever made that much. I was all bitter. But not really. I'm starting to build up my regulars and they like following me around which is always a plus for when they do start to win.
$$$Cha-Ching$$$-I hope.
Lately I have been being a bit of a snob, and kind of proud of it. These past two weeks, I've mingled with the dumbest types of people in the world. What kind of people? The young folk who like to party and "have fun" and claim to be themselves around other people. Gosh, If I had a dollar for every time someone said that.
I've been avoiding anyone close to my age who I know has nothing better to talk about except alcohol and that one time at someone's house. And relationships. Spontaneous relationship talk is what I aim to avoid the most.
Today at work, I had an old classmate at my table who just turned 21 and started telling me about his alcohol escapades since his birthday. I kind of didn't listen, and gave the most apathetic "Cool Beans" look ever. And from then on I ignored him while he was on my table the entire day. Mean huh?
I went to my friend Jenny's apartment warming last week and gosh, it was so boring and ridiculous. All the people that came to her apartment warming were so ridiculous and they really had nothing intelligent to talk about. Not to mention they looked so pathetic. All the guys had the look like they wanted to get laid. All the girls looked like they want to get drunk and dance dance dance and make a fool out of themselves. And did I mention that they all wore the ugliest, tackiest things in the world? Well they did. Charlene and I stuck out like a sore thumb. We looked so out of place. And we also looked the cleanest. They started playing beer pong and it got even tackier. I don't understand that game. I don't think I want to either. Ugh. Some of the people had their kids running all over the place while they were drinking too. TACK-Y. Parties are not for me. Unless it's all my friends, and My friends wouldn't be all kinds of ridiculous like that.
I hung out with my friend Channa the other day. We had so much fun, we chased her cat around, made some spring rolls, and we even attempted to write a song. I made some crap up on the guitar and we tried to write songs with it. SO far we have something in mind. Channa is really good at making little poems and rhymes. Shes always randomly making stuff up. I'm going to hit her up again next Friday.
I'm allergic to cats, but I'm always sitting there petting them while my allergies go off. They can be so cute. I just hate how they shed. I wish there were hypo-allergenic cats like there are dogs.
I've been a snob to Sam too. He's weird. When I used to talk to him, he used to talk about getting together and doing stuff all the time. Can you say FLAKE?
I would send him a text message, and he would claim to get it three days later and apologize when I pass him by. It's called REPLY.
And then when I visit the cashiers to talk to them, he would be there and not even say hi. SO lately I've been passing by and not saying hi. I really don't care if he probably thinks I'm mean or something. But he can't say that it's a status thing because I always go on breaks with cashiers. All I can say is, I've made my effort to be friends, and I can only do so much. I don't know why I try so hard to keep up my friendships. I guess because I have next to no one to bug all the time. Makes me sound so pathetic! Hehehe.
I've noticed that I haven't been very personable lately. I find myself trying to avoid conversations when possible. I guess it's because I have to talk to so many people at work and converse with them all the time that I just want to shut up.
Also, I've been developing this attitude towards customers that are rude. Before I used to be nice about it and let it slide, but now when someone is rude I don't let it go and I find some way to address that what they said wasn't nice. 80% of them give an apology. The other 20% piss off.
I've been a little mean lately haven't I?
It's just a phase. I'll be back to myself sooner than I think.
$$$Cha-Ching$$$-I hope.
Lately I have been being a bit of a snob, and kind of proud of it. These past two weeks, I've mingled with the dumbest types of people in the world. What kind of people? The young folk who like to party and "have fun" and claim to be themselves around other people. Gosh, If I had a dollar for every time someone said that.
I've been avoiding anyone close to my age who I know has nothing better to talk about except alcohol and that one time at someone's house. And relationships. Spontaneous relationship talk is what I aim to avoid the most.
Today at work, I had an old classmate at my table who just turned 21 and started telling me about his alcohol escapades since his birthday. I kind of didn't listen, and gave the most apathetic "Cool Beans" look ever. And from then on I ignored him while he was on my table the entire day. Mean huh?
I went to my friend Jenny's apartment warming last week and gosh, it was so boring and ridiculous. All the people that came to her apartment warming were so ridiculous and they really had nothing intelligent to talk about. Not to mention they looked so pathetic. All the guys had the look like they wanted to get laid. All the girls looked like they want to get drunk and dance dance dance and make a fool out of themselves. And did I mention that they all wore the ugliest, tackiest things in the world? Well they did. Charlene and I stuck out like a sore thumb. We looked so out of place. And we also looked the cleanest. They started playing beer pong and it got even tackier. I don't understand that game. I don't think I want to either. Ugh. Some of the people had their kids running all over the place while they were drinking too. TACK-Y. Parties are not for me. Unless it's all my friends, and My friends wouldn't be all kinds of ridiculous like that.
I hung out with my friend Channa the other day. We had so much fun, we chased her cat around, made some spring rolls, and we even attempted to write a song. I made some crap up on the guitar and we tried to write songs with it. SO far we have something in mind. Channa is really good at making little poems and rhymes. Shes always randomly making stuff up. I'm going to hit her up again next Friday.
I'm allergic to cats, but I'm always sitting there petting them while my allergies go off. They can be so cute. I just hate how they shed. I wish there were hypo-allergenic cats like there are dogs.
I've been a snob to Sam too. He's weird. When I used to talk to him, he used to talk about getting together and doing stuff all the time. Can you say FLAKE?
I would send him a text message, and he would claim to get it three days later and apologize when I pass him by. It's called REPLY.
And then when I visit the cashiers to talk to them, he would be there and not even say hi. SO lately I've been passing by and not saying hi. I really don't care if he probably thinks I'm mean or something. But he can't say that it's a status thing because I always go on breaks with cashiers. All I can say is, I've made my effort to be friends, and I can only do so much. I don't know why I try so hard to keep up my friendships. I guess because I have next to no one to bug all the time. Makes me sound so pathetic! Hehehe.
I've noticed that I haven't been very personable lately. I find myself trying to avoid conversations when possible. I guess it's because I have to talk to so many people at work and converse with them all the time that I just want to shut up.
Also, I've been developing this attitude towards customers that are rude. Before I used to be nice about it and let it slide, but now when someone is rude I don't let it go and I find some way to address that what they said wasn't nice. 80% of them give an apology. The other 20% piss off.
I've been a little mean lately haven't I?
It's just a phase. I'll be back to myself sooner than I think.
Hahaha, we can all be a little mean here and there. I tend to go with subtle but painful criticisms when I'm mean, lol.
"We chased her cat, made spring rolls", that's probably my favourite part of the post, just because it sounds adorable and fun.
I know what you mean about the lack of intellectual stimulation. I'm still searching for some brains to discuss psychology related topics with.
I'm sure you'll start making better tips in no time. ^_^
Some times I don't even want someone intellectual, just someone with an interesting topic rather than alcohol and getting f***ed up all the time. It turns me off to know someone needs substances to be a cool person and have fun.
I am so polite and blunt at the same time, no one takes my comments seriously sometimes hahah. I don't know if that makes sense.
Thanks SAHG!