I Think I Went A Little Bit Crazy,

So I haven't really touched my computer in a week. I think last night was the first time I actually logged onto my computer. It kinda felt nice, and it was quite a challenge to blog through email post because of all the spelling mistakes I try to correct half the time. I even had this crazy idea to shut down my internet altogether and just rely on wifi at other peoples' houses. Call me crazy, but I've been having these ideas of giving up a lot of things lately. I think it is time to minimize some how. I just need to find something that won't take a toll on my daily sanity. Maybe I'll shave my head or something so I don't have to worry about my hair so much. But no, my hair is apart of my sanity. I'll look so ugly without hair!

What I have been doing so far is eating better. I have been eating a lot of fiber-laden things such as my Fiber one cereal and my Kashi honey almond Flax. And I have also been eating actual food, and no fast food at all. Lately fast food hasn't been appealing to me at all. I mean it shouldn't be, but it did before and now it just doesn't settle in right. I think that's a good improvement.

I have work in an hour, and I really don't have anything to look forward to except going home earlier than usual. Work has been ho-hum, but I really don't want to be there. I haven't been involved with people from work. I've been hanging out with my friends outside of work lately, and it's refreshing to see different people and not talk about procedures and casino related stuff. I'm getting tired of the casino. I think I might see the guy that has a crush on me today. His name is Jimmy. I don't mean to do it, but I think I flirt with him a lot. I didn't realize it until Charlene and I had this conversation about flirting with people shamelessly by habit. Especially when we know we won't see them ever again, or if we know we won't see them around at all. The only time I really get to talk to Jimmy is when he gives me a ride to my car, so I poke at him, nudge him here and there and tease him about not calling me and stuff. Which I think is kinda bad, because I think he's sort of boring. I notice I do it to customers and strangers too. I never knew that I could flirt. I always had this thing against flirting. But I guess I do it more often that I would like. I think I do it to customers too. My supervisors always tease me about flirting on the table with everyone. I always argued that it was just being nice. I guess not. hahaha.

Well off to work I go!!zoom zoom!