Friday, July 10, 2009
I wonder if I have any every day habits that I think are bad and I want to break.
I definitely have a bad habit of spending money. This week was an all time low for me in terms of money. But I still went out. I used coin, had Charlene pay for some things for me and her, and still went out today even if I really should have stayed home. I really don't feel proud of myself.
Although I did have fun yesterday. Charlene and I did a lot of stuff,we ate out, played rock band, went to the navy base and we also did a really spontaneous drive to Pismo beach at around four in the after noon. We really didn't do anything but eat and walk around, But it was nice to be some where else. It felt like we had three days in one.
Lately, I have been feeling like an empty person. I don't like these sudden urges to go look for some excitement every day. I have been really antsy and anxious to go out and do something and it is really costing me. Although I would like to do some activities that do not cost money, It is becoming more and more of an inconvenience. The heat will make me physically sick(104 degrees daily isn't healthy) and not to mention that air quality here is really really bad and that will make me really sick. Staying in doors here in the San Joaquin Valley is actually healthier than being out doors. I also don't have any health insurance so I also have to be really careful with what I do.
I have been thinking about joining the gym but I am really scared of paying those fees. I am not in the best financial situation and I hear too many horror stories of these people making problems with money.
I don't mean to sound like I'm whining. I'm going to do something about it. First, I am going to do something about my spending habits. I bought some groceries today, and I am going to try to go a week without spending money. Baby steps. I think that when I start gaining momentum with my money, I'll be ready to take it step further and do some other things.
I can't believe it but money is actually controlling my actions. I'm going to try to stop that this weekend. Maybe I should ask Leah to go out on those bike rides now.
I definitely have a bad habit of spending money. This week was an all time low for me in terms of money. But I still went out. I used coin, had Charlene pay for some things for me and her, and still went out today even if I really should have stayed home. I really don't feel proud of myself.
Although I did have fun yesterday. Charlene and I did a lot of stuff,we ate out, played rock band, went to the navy base and we also did a really spontaneous drive to Pismo beach at around four in the after noon. We really didn't do anything but eat and walk around, But it was nice to be some where else. It felt like we had three days in one.
Lately, I have been feeling like an empty person. I don't like these sudden urges to go look for some excitement every day. I have been really antsy and anxious to go out and do something and it is really costing me. Although I would like to do some activities that do not cost money, It is becoming more and more of an inconvenience. The heat will make me physically sick(104 degrees daily isn't healthy) and not to mention that air quality here is really really bad and that will make me really sick. Staying in doors here in the San Joaquin Valley is actually healthier than being out doors. I also don't have any health insurance so I also have to be really careful with what I do.
I have been thinking about joining the gym but I am really scared of paying those fees. I am not in the best financial situation and I hear too many horror stories of these people making problems with money.
I don't mean to sound like I'm whining. I'm going to do something about it. First, I am going to do something about my spending habits. I bought some groceries today, and I am going to try to go a week without spending money. Baby steps. I think that when I start gaining momentum with my money, I'll be ready to take it step further and do some other things.
I can't believe it but money is actually controlling my actions. I'm going to try to stop that this weekend. Maybe I should ask Leah to go out on those bike rides now.
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