I Think I Went A Little Bit Crazy,

Til I Hear It From You - Gin Blossoms

Well, all I want to do is work. This summer heat is really getting to me and I can't wait until the summer is over. I can't wait until the trip to LA we might do. I need to move out. I feel like I need to do some discovering on my own for some reason. Some solitude. But not that much.

Well any ways, the song above by the gin blossoms, I don't know if the words fit my mood, I don't listen to lyrics much any ways. But the sound sure fits my mood.

I remember watching those movies like Ghost World, Slc Punk and Empire records.
I feel like those movies are apart of me and hearing this song makes me think of a long lost friend. It makes me feel like I want to go back to a time that I was really happy and just have it playing over and over.

What am I talking about-

Damn these emotions. I wish I didn't care so much. Some times I wish I weren't so stubborn and just went the way people made me go so I wouldn't have to think.

But then again, what would my life be if I always let the wind take me where ever? Certainly not here. But I wonder if I would have liked myself better that way.

Oh well. I'll never know.