Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I don't know if she is mad at me or what. I haven't spoken to her since the incident, but I wonder if she is mad at me for not texting her or anything.
I wonder if she feels my vibe, that I didn't like what she did to me at that party. I told EVERYONE about it just so I can see if I'm feeling the right emotion about her and it seems that I am right to feel mad. Everyone was mad for me and asked me why I end up in these situations. I wonder if I've ever done anyone in like she did to me. I feel like I'm always in these situations and everyone tells me to get new friends, but umm, that's not something you can buy off amazon.
But I think I'm going to let that go and just get on with my life. I went to the gym twice yesterday, early in the morning and at night. It feels kind of good and people are starting to see some results already in my face. They tell me I look a little slimmer too. But We will see when I buy the new winter wear!!
But yeah, with the whole Leah thing, I'm going to put her to the test. I'm tired of being the one to contact people first. I want her to contact me. If she really wants someone to hang out with then she's going to talk to me. If she doesn't talk to me in three days I'm not going to talk to her or hang out with her and I am suddenly going to become "very busy" out of no where.
But seriously, I'm tired of people that talk about wanting to be in a relationship all the time. It really irritates me and I think they should go get a life.
But then again, I don't have a life either. I'm blogging at four in the morning and it seems that things just keep getting a little boring again.
No matter how much I try to jazz up my life, it seems it always comes down to this. Alone. Bored. Alone. Bored. And repeat x10.
Maybe I should get a job that has normal people hours. Maybe I won't be so lonely if I had normal people hours so I at least can join everyone for a drink and dinner every once in a while.
Hmm, I wonder if I should be a little more outgoing and actually bug people that give me their numbers. I always feel like I'm nagging, or I get them at the wrong time or something. Maybe I should nag. I will nag. NAg nag.
I wonder if she feels my vibe, that I didn't like what she did to me at that party. I told EVERYONE about it just so I can see if I'm feeling the right emotion about her and it seems that I am right to feel mad. Everyone was mad for me and asked me why I end up in these situations. I wonder if I've ever done anyone in like she did to me. I feel like I'm always in these situations and everyone tells me to get new friends, but umm, that's not something you can buy off amazon.
But I think I'm going to let that go and just get on with my life. I went to the gym twice yesterday, early in the morning and at night. It feels kind of good and people are starting to see some results already in my face. They tell me I look a little slimmer too. But We will see when I buy the new winter wear!!
But yeah, with the whole Leah thing, I'm going to put her to the test. I'm tired of being the one to contact people first. I want her to contact me. If she really wants someone to hang out with then she's going to talk to me. If she doesn't talk to me in three days I'm not going to talk to her or hang out with her and I am suddenly going to become "very busy" out of no where.
But seriously, I'm tired of people that talk about wanting to be in a relationship all the time. It really irritates me and I think they should go get a life.
But then again, I don't have a life either. I'm blogging at four in the morning and it seems that things just keep getting a little boring again.
No matter how much I try to jazz up my life, it seems it always comes down to this. Alone. Bored. Alone. Bored. And repeat x10.
Maybe I should get a job that has normal people hours. Maybe I won't be so lonely if I had normal people hours so I at least can join everyone for a drink and dinner every once in a while.
Hmm, I wonder if I should be a little more outgoing and actually bug people that give me their numbers. I always feel like I'm nagging, or I get them at the wrong time or something. Maybe I should nag. I will nag. NAg nag.
Yea, what she did, wasn't cool.
But more importantly, if people are giving you their numbers, it's okay to text or call and be like "want to hang out" or like chat them up a bit first and transition into it (having their msn works wonders). You can even pick 'em, so you don't end up with a... crazy...
Yea, being alone and bored sucks. I like to book most of my hours of the day, so I'm constantly busy.
Good luck Masa, going to the gym these days eh! You'll be one hell of a hunk in no time, or should I say even more so than you are now. ^_^
Aww *blush* thanks so much, I've been making good use of my time and just going to the gym. I'm trying to fight a cold, so I hope this work out kinda makes it go away.