Monday, October 19, 2009
So Channa and Mike broke up again for the fiftieth time. I wonder if she is immune to all this and isn't as heart broken as she has been in the past.
I wonder if she is coming to the realization that this guy is totally not going to let her stay happy for for no more than an hour. Tsk Tsk. Love is a battle field.
I've been emailing this friend on twitter and she is quite the cool person. We are emailing each other about cell phones and I am having the time of my life. My Inner nerd just spilled out right then and there. Good thing she is cool about it.
With the way I explain phones, and with how many phones I've had in my lifetime, I think I really should be on C-net or something. I love messing with new phones.
I've been obsessed with 80's and 90's songs lately as well as dance beats. If it isn't within those three genres, I don't want to hear it. I've especially been wanting to hear Cyndi Lauper's Time After Time, Donna Lewis' Fool's paradise,
The Gin Blossoms and Toad and Wet Sprocket's All I want.
I've been playing Time After Time a lot on my guitar and I think I want to seriously cover that song. I get right on it.
Ever since the fall I've been feeling weird lately. Anxious? Lonely? Happy? Empty?Excited?
I feel lonely at times because sometimes I have absolutely no one to talk to. Every on is either busy or I don't want to talk to them (Leah). I feel like I need closer people to talk to rather than just these casual superficial friends I've been encountering lately. I need inside jokes to make me feel better.
I feel anxious because I have a lot of time on my hands. I'm still trying to get a second job. I don't know why I just don't apply to Forever 21. It's seasonal and I need money. I'll do that next week (such a procrastinator, but if you knew my reasons for it, you'd procrastinate for that very reason)
I feel happy because of the different weather. The weather is kind of yucky right now with the transition from Really hot to cold but it's not Blazing hot any more which means I can wear my swag. That and I'm always randomly happy for no reason (psycho, I know).
I'm feeling a little empty, it's nothing to do with emotions or anything. PUH-LEEZ I've had enough emotional reasoning for depressed crap-- I'm feeling empty for flavor. I haven't been having exactly the best food, and I'm looking for a certain flavor and i feel like I'm still looking to fill my pallet.
And of course I feel excited, because things are always happening here and there. I just don't say anything, and I tend to forget things that I do during they day to blog it. Damn job, Ever since i started it my perspective on things are totally different and I tend to pay attention to other things and pay less attention to others.
Well, I'm tired.
Like I said, This blog is becoming something just to kill time while i'm not sleepy.
I wonder if she is coming to the realization that this guy is totally not going to let her stay happy for for no more than an hour. Tsk Tsk. Love is a battle field.
I've been emailing this friend on twitter and she is quite the cool person. We are emailing each other about cell phones and I am having the time of my life. My Inner nerd just spilled out right then and there. Good thing she is cool about it.
With the way I explain phones, and with how many phones I've had in my lifetime, I think I really should be on C-net or something. I love messing with new phones.
I've been obsessed with 80's and 90's songs lately as well as dance beats. If it isn't within those three genres, I don't want to hear it. I've especially been wanting to hear Cyndi Lauper's Time After Time, Donna Lewis' Fool's paradise,
The Gin Blossoms and Toad and Wet Sprocket's All I want.
I've been playing Time After Time a lot on my guitar and I think I want to seriously cover that song. I get right on it.
Ever since the fall I've been feeling weird lately. Anxious? Lonely? Happy? Empty?Excited?
I feel lonely at times because sometimes I have absolutely no one to talk to. Every on is either busy or I don't want to talk to them (Leah). I feel like I need closer people to talk to rather than just these casual superficial friends I've been encountering lately. I need inside jokes to make me feel better.
I feel anxious because I have a lot of time on my hands. I'm still trying to get a second job. I don't know why I just don't apply to Forever 21. It's seasonal and I need money. I'll do that next week (such a procrastinator, but if you knew my reasons for it, you'd procrastinate for that very reason)
I feel happy because of the different weather. The weather is kind of yucky right now with the transition from Really hot to cold but it's not Blazing hot any more which means I can wear my swag. That and I'm always randomly happy for no reason (psycho, I know).
I'm feeling a little empty, it's nothing to do with emotions or anything. PUH-LEEZ I've had enough emotional reasoning for depressed crap-- I'm feeling empty for flavor. I haven't been having exactly the best food, and I'm looking for a certain flavor and i feel like I'm still looking to fill my pallet.
And of course I feel excited, because things are always happening here and there. I just don't say anything, and I tend to forget things that I do during they day to blog it. Damn job, Ever since i started it my perspective on things are totally different and I tend to pay attention to other things and pay less attention to others.
Well, I'm tired.
Like I said, This blog is becoming something just to kill time while i'm not sleepy.
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