Sunday, November 22, 2009
For some reason, I can't get over this fear or annoyance (I think it's the latter) of people touching or grabbing up on me.
I went to the movies today with Marisol to see Precious.
When I got dropped off at her house, she came out and said " OH MY GOSH YOU LOOK SO CUTE TODAY" and hugged me, and I got freaked out a little. She touched my hair and said it was cute and then hugged me again and I kinda grit my teeth.
And then through out the night she kept tugging at my arm, and then locked arms with me at one point for five minutes until I let go. Then she would grab my arm to go one direction and then nudge me for dumb things. And then during the movie, the theater was packed since it was the premiere so we had to sit right next to each other and she just took up so much space and started leaning on me all crazy.
The whole time I was getting mini anxiety attacks. I can't get over this peeve of people touching me like this for some reason and she was just pushing the right buttons. I was about to smack her by the end of the night.
The movie was alright. I liked it, but the end was a little disappointing. I won't spoil anything but I was expecting a lot more from it.
During the ride home, Marisol and I had a few good conversations. She can be a little annoying.
I think my highlight of the night was this really really tall guy that I had the hots for.
He was a really tall Chace Crawford
A really really TALL one. He must have been 7 feet.
It was really mean how the younger kids approached him and were saying things like " can I take a picture by you?" and "Can you pick apples without trying?" and dumb stuff like that. I could tell he was irritated but he was smiling. But I was also staring. I like guys taller than me, especially me being a rather tall one myself. I could tell he got mad at the kids, and he left, I watched him walk away and disappear into the trees.
I went to the movies today with Marisol to see Precious.
When I got dropped off at her house, she came out and said " OH MY GOSH YOU LOOK SO CUTE TODAY" and hugged me, and I got freaked out a little. She touched my hair and said it was cute and then hugged me again and I kinda grit my teeth.
And then through out the night she kept tugging at my arm, and then locked arms with me at one point for five minutes until I let go. Then she would grab my arm to go one direction and then nudge me for dumb things. And then during the movie, the theater was packed since it was the premiere so we had to sit right next to each other and she just took up so much space and started leaning on me all crazy.
The whole time I was getting mini anxiety attacks. I can't get over this peeve of people touching me like this for some reason and she was just pushing the right buttons. I was about to smack her by the end of the night.
The movie was alright. I liked it, but the end was a little disappointing. I won't spoil anything but I was expecting a lot more from it.
During the ride home, Marisol and I had a few good conversations. She can be a little annoying.
I think my highlight of the night was this really really tall guy that I had the hots for.
He was a really tall Chace Crawford
A really really TALL one. He must have been 7 feet.
It was really mean how the younger kids approached him and were saying things like " can I take a picture by you?" and "Can you pick apples without trying?" and dumb stuff like that. I could tell he was irritated but he was smiling. But I was also staring. I like guys taller than me, especially me being a rather tall one myself. I could tell he got mad at the kids, and he left, I watched him walk away and disappear into the trees.
Awwww, me thinks she's just hankering for some male affection or has a touchy feely personality. Hahaha, for some reason I want to go up and hug you from behind or something lol.
And yes please for the tall hotty. You should ask him to reach for something for you. :p
I can relate - I have personal space issues. Or rather, I have issues with everyone taking up MY personal space. Most people I know understand this and respect it. But every once in a while someone breaches that by mistake. It happens.
Yeah, that's what it is. Personal space issues. I don't mind a hug here and there but she was just going at it that night and I was about to hit her her upside the head because she knows i don't like it!
The tall man needs to come back. To me.
Yeah - it would be pretty uncomfortable having someone paw at you all evening. I guess I'm pretty obvious about my aversion to touch, as most people pick up on it without me having to say anything.
And as for the tall guy - there's this one really tall guy that frequents one of the bars in town. He's could be 6'7". I'm 6' and my eyes are level with his shoulders. And he's fit and proportional. Looks really masculine. He can move his ass, too. I mean this guy can dance. So last time I was there I complimented him on his dancing. Turns out he's pretty feminine sounding/acting - who would have thought.
You never know with people. There's this guy at work that's really manly looking, piercings, tattoos and everything, but when you talk to him, he's really girly and he acts like b$%^& really. He tried to befriend me before although I just got bothered by the fact that he was trouble and would cause so many problems, like he does for himself already.
Yeah, she was pawing at me all kinds. I hate when friends do that, especially while you're walking. It gets so annoying to not be able to walk properly and have people knocking you side to side on the sidewalk. I just don't say much, they are my friends after all. I try not to mind it so much.
Gosh, I love tall guys so much haha, Something about them I don't know. I guess I want to be a short one for once.