Wednesday, December 9, 2009

OOH THAT BEAST

Okay, I had a pretty wild ride this year. I turned 21 and everyone seemed to kidnap me and turn me into a love child. With that being said, I found out a lot of things about myself,
  • I talk too much
  • I don’t like hummus
  • I am a homo
  • I don’t like beer
  • Alcohol turns me into Mr.Loba loba
  • Taylor Lautner cannot phase me (because I think he’s gross)
  • And I have a guilty pleasure of listening to David Archuleta (shut up)
But there was this girl that I hung out with named Leah. When I moved to this place 4 years ago, she was the first friend I made in high school. It was hard for me because it was my senior year, and I knew no one, so we got pretty close. We even liked each other at one point, but we didn’t start anything because we were friends, and it would have made it weird.
After we graduated, I haven’t spoken to her. And four years later down the line, we started talking again. We hung out, and she was into the whole single but looking thing and she wanted to be a god dang slut. So with that being said and a couple details aside, I’ll get to the point. She was pretty much using me to go out and meet people and she would leave me at parties while she would go and mess around with some guy that she doesn’t even really like.
There’s more to this, but She made me feel really ugly, really devalued as a person. She made me angry.
After I got tired of her shit, I finally just stopped talking to her and she seemed to find someone else to hang around like I was nothing. That made me feel mad and a little depressed for a little. It made me feel like a girlfriend totally just left me or something.
All in all, THAT BITCH MADE ME MAD and now my life is better without her.
But now she has the fucking nerve to text me out of no where and ask if I want to do something tonight? Should I entertain this bitch and try to turn her inside out or just ignore her?

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  1. Ignore her. Move on (well - you did, but keep moving).

    Now - about your list:

    Mr Loba Loba? Hahaha.

    You just haven't had good hummus. There's this place in Abu Ghosh that has the best hummus on the planet.

    You found out you're a homo this year?

    Nobody likes beer. It's just a cheap way to get drunk.

    Feel free to throw Taylor Launter my way. I'm not grossed out by him at all.

  2. What I did was make text her back, I made her feel kinda bitter because she's still single and looking and I got a guy who actually likes me for who I am.

    But anyways to clarify:

    When I get drunk I suddenly love everyone, There have been too many little incidents, inquire within if you want to know a few. It's bizarre.

    Maybe I haven't tried good hummus, the ones I've tried freaked me out a bit. Where might this Abu Ghosh be sir?

    Well, I've always been some what questioning which way I lean. I've had guys hit on me before, and I've entertained the possibility of being with a guy, but now I came to terms with it, and I am what I am today. A homo.
    I'm not fully out to the world or anything, I just don't give a fack who knows about it, but it's not my priority for people to in my business about it.

    Leah Loves beer and tried to get me to like it. Didn't work. Fuck that.

    And I will hand him to you any day. I'm team Edward. Sorry (eww I can't believe I just said that. I HATE Twlight!)

  3. Nice job handling your ex-friend.

    I'll email you for more specifics on the friendly drunk experiences.

    Abu Ghosh is just outside of Jerusalem. I know - it's a long way for some hummus, but if you're ever in the area you shuold check it out.

  4. Don't they stone gays in jerusalem?

  5. Only if you drive on Saturday.

  6. WOAHHH

  7. Yeah, just wait for it. I mean, as exposed as I was to an possible someone's, it's not like I really had a chance with them because i'm also really picky with who I would like to be with.

    Like I said, i found my guy out of sheer luck and I didn't expect to find him, and I didn't even like him in the beginning in the first place. You never know how things will turn out. Just gamble a little!

    As of the friend, I didn't tell her why I'm mad at here. There are more personal things involved and I don't think she would really understand what she did wrong because she is that ignorant and selfish.

    OMG FINALLY another guy that thinks the same as me as far as the Taylor L goes. HIGH FIVE!!

    And adding me on Aim is cool, I need more AIM friends any ways. HAHA

    well thanks for coming by, and take care!