Wednesday, January 28, 2009
This is my play list for today:
Kids by MGMT
Human by The Killers
Porcelain by Moby
Losing my religion by R.E.M.
I've been listening to those songs non stop today,
I went home early from work. It was so slow. I was in the Moon side of the casino and I was on Pai gow for about an hour and a half. I was okay about it because I was Playing with a dealer from Table Mountain named Penny and a man that works at Asia Gardens restaurant here in Hanford. I go there a lot to eat, and I was wondering why he looked so familiar. I guess that's how I buil clientelle, just get people to know you. That's what one of the dealers was saying, just get to know people and they'll help you out. Which is true pretty much, I earned 80 bucks off him alone when he remembered me out of no where.
I took my mom out to chili's and we had a good time despite our little dispute over frozen dinners on Sunday. I think she is just going through the change of life. She isn't all mad today, she was actually quite cheery. Good thing, it's her birthday after all. But the server at chilis was a total bitch. She was grimacing everytime she couldn't hear us, and she would correct us if we said something wrong and make it seem like we were stupid for getting it wrong.
I am watching the history channel and it is so boring. I don't know why I don't just change the channel. It's on UFO's and I am really not interested in paranormal things in the sky.
I thought of the crap that I would believe in and I think I would believe in ghosts. I watch a lot of those ghost hunting shows and I wonder if I would ever be affected by a ghosts. I read up on these things once in a while and they say you have to be a little bit sensetive when it comes ghosts, and honestly, I don't think I am one bit sensetive because I have never had that feeling of a presence behind me, unless there really was a tangible person there. I wonder what I would feel if I went into a haunted house.
I am currently in my living room with the laptop, I guess it's just one of those nights where I don't know what to do. I'm just wating for a show on TLC with this lady with no legs and torso.
I'm so bored, I want to go some where and take some pictures or something.
Kids by MGMT
Human by The Killers
Porcelain by Moby
Losing my religion by R.E.M.
I've been listening to those songs non stop today,
I went home early from work. It was so slow. I was in the Moon side of the casino and I was on Pai gow for about an hour and a half. I was okay about it because I was Playing with a dealer from Table Mountain named Penny and a man that works at Asia Gardens restaurant here in Hanford. I go there a lot to eat, and I was wondering why he looked so familiar. I guess that's how I buil clientelle, just get people to know you. That's what one of the dealers was saying, just get to know people and they'll help you out. Which is true pretty much, I earned 80 bucks off him alone when he remembered me out of no where.
I took my mom out to chili's and we had a good time despite our little dispute over frozen dinners on Sunday. I think she is just going through the change of life. She isn't all mad today, she was actually quite cheery. Good thing, it's her birthday after all. But the server at chilis was a total bitch. She was grimacing everytime she couldn't hear us, and she would correct us if we said something wrong and make it seem like we were stupid for getting it wrong.
I am watching the history channel and it is so boring. I don't know why I don't just change the channel. It's on UFO's and I am really not interested in paranormal things in the sky.
I thought of the crap that I would believe in and I think I would believe in ghosts. I watch a lot of those ghost hunting shows and I wonder if I would ever be affected by a ghosts. I read up on these things once in a while and they say you have to be a little bit sensetive when it comes ghosts, and honestly, I don't think I am one bit sensetive because I have never had that feeling of a presence behind me, unless there really was a tangible person there. I wonder what I would feel if I went into a haunted house.
I am currently in my living room with the laptop, I guess it's just one of those nights where I don't know what to do. I'm just wating for a show on TLC with this lady with no legs and torso.
I'm so bored, I want to go some where and take some pictures or something.
I love that Killers song, too! I even bought all the versions on iTunes. Can't decide on my fave mix; by the time I listen to them all then I'm ready to start over.
I've decided that if there are "ghosts", I can't communicate with them. I have been there at the moment of death for so many people, and never felt anything. But maybe you're right about having to be "sensitive". Or maybe I always do such a good job taking care of them that they don't feel the need to haunt me?
I need to get the other few mixes of their songs, This song has such a different sound to it.
I really have never felt any other presence except actual things being there. I really don't get eerie feelings from funerals or from cemeteries. Maybe just a little freaked out that there are human remains in the ground, but as far as feeling supernatural anything, I don't feel it.
You would think they would haunt you, but in a good way. Like making sure you aren't alone, you know? But I have always been interested in ghosts in one way or another, call me a little morbid and crazy in my interests, but I am curious to what these satanists do and what they believe in. I mean, we get enough of the Christian and Catholic norms in society, I want to know what the satanists believe in. In which this leads into another controversial topic of if Satan is really evil or not. But I'll save that thought for another day, I'm researching ghosts on the web now haha.