Monday, May 25, 2009
Work today was fun. I'm back to my usual habits and my voice is hitting across the casino like glass breaking. I felt a little more energetic at work, and I was dealing a lot faster than usual today.
I have been a wreck these past few days and I think it amazes me how I whip back into emotional shape like an instant night and day change.
After work I went to Applebee's with Malaykham and we walked around downtown hanford until about midnight. It was nice to be out and not at home doing nothing. We had some funny conversations about how we should pan around with a cup and see how much money we could make in a place where people don't know us. Although we would never do it, we are curious to see how much people really can make begging around. I hear they make good money. Tax free too. But the downside is the living conditions that they endure. Which I probably wouldn't be able to endure. I'm a sissy when it comes to ameneties and such. Not to mention the degradation aspect of it. Me begging for money? Please. I can't even ask my mom for money.
My mood swings are on and off I guess.
I got some things off my chest today with Malaykham and I think it got us a little closer as friends. I mean as dumb and ignorant as she can be at times, girl can hang!
And she isn't the brightest, and she isn't quite the intelligent person that people would probably stereotype the kind of friend I would have. but she is trust worthy, different, and just something else.
I made a few simple chords on my guitar to make a ukelele type sound and started humming to it. Humming calms me down a bit. i wonder if ill be able to sleep.
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I have been a wreck these past few days and I think it amazes me how I whip back into emotional shape like an instant night and day change.
After work I went to Applebee's with Malaykham and we walked around downtown hanford until about midnight. It was nice to be out and not at home doing nothing. We had some funny conversations about how we should pan around with a cup and see how much money we could make in a place where people don't know us. Although we would never do it, we are curious to see how much people really can make begging around. I hear they make good money. Tax free too. But the downside is the living conditions that they endure. Which I probably wouldn't be able to endure. I'm a sissy when it comes to ameneties and such. Not to mention the degradation aspect of it. Me begging for money? Please. I can't even ask my mom for money.
My mood swings are on and off I guess.
I got some things off my chest today with Malaykham and I think it got us a little closer as friends. I mean as dumb and ignorant as she can be at times, girl can hang!
And she isn't the brightest, and she isn't quite the intelligent person that people would probably stereotype the kind of friend I would have. but she is trust worthy, different, and just something else.
I made a few simple chords on my guitar to make a ukelele type sound and started humming to it. Humming calms me down a bit. i wonder if ill be able to sleep.
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I mean this in the best way that this term can be considered: girl is your fag hag. Love them just a little, and you will be rewarded.