Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I guess I can say that I have been staying out of trouble. I guess nothing crazy has been happening since that night with the stalker.
Lately, I've been hanging out with Leah. She's a cool person, but I wonder if I'm too loud for her. Sometimes I wonder how she thinks because she is so quiet and unenthusiastic. She got a blackberry today and I helped her out with it and it was kind of hard to discern whether she was happy about it or not, but she was. I like her though.
I finally joined the gym. I've never joined any gym in my whole life and I am excited.
Lately, I've been really spontaneous. I've been thinking up all kinds of schemes to leave the town and just drive some where. I don't even care where any more.
Like today, I was totally thinking about going to Pismo at 2 in the morning to get there at around 4am and watch the sun rise.
And I've been thinking up ways to go back to Long Beach. But there hasn't been a way. But I keep trying.
I was having a little text message convo with a friend and I was telling her how if I were in a relationship, I'd probably drive the other person mad with how I always want to go some where. I never really plan things in advanced, or too far in advanced so I always come up with things on short notice. My friend told me I would be trouble. I don't know what she meant by that really, but for some reason people think I'm this crazy blunt person who takes anyone on wild ride once under my wing. I'd like to be that person, but frankly, I'm just a boring bloke waiting for my money to accumulate so I can get up and go.
I think I might try working for Verizon. I wonder if it will be good for me. While I was helping Leah, the manager at the store said I should apply at the store because I'm good at explaining things about cell phones. I want to do it. But I'm scared that my schedules will conflict and also, when verizon trains you, you have to go to a weird camp for 3 weeks where you spend your own money but they reimburse you. It's weird. I want to do it though. I wonder what would happen if I just did this job? I'm not sure if the pay is good enough though.
Well, let's see what happens. I think I'll be in a better mood. LIke I said, I'm going to start going to the gym. I hope that my lifestyle changes along with this too.
Lately, I've been hanging out with Leah. She's a cool person, but I wonder if I'm too loud for her. Sometimes I wonder how she thinks because she is so quiet and unenthusiastic. She got a blackberry today and I helped her out with it and it was kind of hard to discern whether she was happy about it or not, but she was. I like her though.
I finally joined the gym. I've never joined any gym in my whole life and I am excited.
Lately, I've been really spontaneous. I've been thinking up all kinds of schemes to leave the town and just drive some where. I don't even care where any more.
Like today, I was totally thinking about going to Pismo at 2 in the morning to get there at around 4am and watch the sun rise.
And I've been thinking up ways to go back to Long Beach. But there hasn't been a way. But I keep trying.
I was having a little text message convo with a friend and I was telling her how if I were in a relationship, I'd probably drive the other person mad with how I always want to go some where. I never really plan things in advanced, or too far in advanced so I always come up with things on short notice. My friend told me I would be trouble. I don't know what she meant by that really, but for some reason people think I'm this crazy blunt person who takes anyone on wild ride once under my wing. I'd like to be that person, but frankly, I'm just a boring bloke waiting for my money to accumulate so I can get up and go.
I think I might try working for Verizon. I wonder if it will be good for me. While I was helping Leah, the manager at the store said I should apply at the store because I'm good at explaining things about cell phones. I want to do it. But I'm scared that my schedules will conflict and also, when verizon trains you, you have to go to a weird camp for 3 weeks where you spend your own money but they reimburse you. It's weird. I want to do it though. I wonder what would happen if I just did this job? I'm not sure if the pay is good enough though.
Well, let's see what happens. I think I'll be in a better mood. LIke I said, I'm going to start going to the gym. I hope that my lifestyle changes along with this too.
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