Sunday, December 20, 2009

Closer gets better.

Yesterday Charlene and I intended on doing some Christmas shopping. But that didn't happen. We went to the mall to return my camera all the way in ugly Fresno and crowds were ridiculous. Something I should have predicted, and actually knew about but I thought I had the nerves of steel to actually tolerate the heavy crowds and extra long lines. But-no. It wasn't as bad as black Friday, but getting there, and I don't want to deal with that. That was really traumatizing!

So we headed back to town and started shopping around there, we didn't get any Christmas shopping done, but we got a lot of shopping for ourselves done. Which was counter productive because now we have no money. We figured, we'll just tell our parents that we are going to get them the gifts after Christmas, or better yet, make an excuse that the gifts that we ordered haven't arrived in time. Which is a valid excuse.

So with all that, we decided, hey, it's Saturday night, and I'm off. And I am NEVER off on Saturday nights so, let's stay out a little. So we ended up going to different stores. We went to a far away K-mart in the next town and we saw this really nice table. We sat on it and talked about how we wanted it so much. It was a cute high top that could fit easily in a nook. And then out of no where, we started having these talks.

It was confession hour and we just talked it out like it was a damn cafe or something. We both had a lot of things on our minds. We talked about this year in general. This year was a bad fucking year for both of us and it was nice to talk about our current ordeals to end the year.
She's kind of having an affair ( should I call it that?) with some guy at her college, not really serious, it's just a booty call, with out the booty. And I'm on the prowl for dates since I broke it off with Evan and I am Oh-so-lonellllyyyyy hahah. We started talking about my little secrets and her little secrets and it's just so funny through the years we go through these phases.

And then we started talking about the past and how we were so different back then. Now that I look at it, we were really childish. We would never really talk about feelings or anything like this. Everything we talked about was in a joking manner, a guess that's what we were looking for back then, someone fun.

This was kind of a nice night. I formally came out to her. I mean, she already knew because I've been talking to guys, but we never really discussed it. We never discussed anything about why I like guys and just stuff I've been keeping to myself lately. She did that same.

It so happens that our Chai friend has someone for me meet. Romantically. Chai says he is the "perfect" person for me. Although Charlene and I have our doubts because Chai is known to have a lot of Camp gay friends that party a lot and I probably won't blend in well with.

Chai said this last week, when Charlene didn't know that Evan and I broke up already. So she told Chai that it won't work. But I told Charlene to give the okay because I'm interested to see why this person is "perfect" for me. I wonder.

But any how, this resulted in Charlene and I planning a double date. Her with her fling, and me with the new guy. We plan on creeping them out with our eating habits and amounts of food we eat though. Just for shits and giggles.

The days have been fun lately, despite everything that has been bothering us.
I hope everyone else is having fun.

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