Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I went Shopping today.
It was wonderful, I actually spent less than 40 bucks at Urban Outfitters. YAY MEE.
I'm trying so hard to stay away from that store, it's really hard. I go broke because of it. I guess spending less and less is progress.
I saw this really nice Cardigan at a store that was really expensive. It was $109 but it was really good quality and honestly, I wanted it. I could have afforded it, it would have been a treat for myself but I held back.
Because I was trying to save money for my date on sunday.
I went into Aldo Shoes and I want these shoes so bad, they were on sale, and really nice. $50 bucks. But I held back because of the date.
So then I go to work. It's been a really bad day, and I go home and find out,
I don't have a date any more.
The guy thats been messaging told me that he had some bad news and that he couldn't make it Sunday and said he wanted to be just friends if I could accept it. I figured he found a guy, and I was right.
I told him everything was fine and that I don't mind that we be friends.
And I would have been fine if he just stopped talking to me.
But no, you know what he does? He tells me about the guy that he's going to go out with! So now he has a date with this guy instead of me!
UGHH. I feel stupid. And embarrassed. I know I shouldn't but ugh.
And to rub it in, he's talking about how hot the other guy is, and what's so cute about him and what not.
What upsets me most is that just a few hours ago, he was telling me how cute I was and how much he likes my style and he wanted me to shop for him because he liked my style so much. And not to mention, he kept saying how cute I was ( I know redundant).
I honestly tried to go about this like I'm not affected by it. I was trying to play it cool, yeah we can be friends. I think I would have been fine too if he didn't start talking to me about the guy he replaced me with.
I don't know. I feel stupid for feeling this way, but I'm kinda upset. I lied to him and told him that I was going to sleep just so he can stop talking to me. I really can't take this crap from him.
I feel stupid. Really stupid. I shouldn't have let my guard down. I fucking flirted okay. Which I never do.
Ugh I'm so mad. But I shouldn't be mad. I feel mad at myself for being upset over nothing too.
My manager gave me Saturday and Sunday off this week. I have nothing to do now.
I think I might just fucking buy that $109 cardigan. UGHHH.
Since I don't have a date and I'll have that money saved up.
Ps. I think I'm just finding things to make myself better, but He sent me a picture of the guy I got replaced with and pssshhh puh-leeeezzzz
He has got nothing on me.
Bish-please.
ANNND I have a car. Good luck driving his ass around.
*lesson-learned* I'm done with men for real for the mean-time.
It was wonderful, I actually spent less than 40 bucks at Urban Outfitters. YAY MEE.
I'm trying so hard to stay away from that store, it's really hard. I go broke because of it. I guess spending less and less is progress.
I saw this really nice Cardigan at a store that was really expensive. It was $109 but it was really good quality and honestly, I wanted it. I could have afforded it, it would have been a treat for myself but I held back.
Because I was trying to save money for my date on sunday.
I went into Aldo Shoes and I want these shoes so bad, they were on sale, and really nice. $50 bucks. But I held back because of the date.
So then I go to work. It's been a really bad day, and I go home and find out,
I don't have a date any more.
The guy thats been messaging told me that he had some bad news and that he couldn't make it Sunday and said he wanted to be just friends if I could accept it. I figured he found a guy, and I was right.
I told him everything was fine and that I don't mind that we be friends.
And I would have been fine if he just stopped talking to me.
But no, you know what he does? He tells me about the guy that he's going to go out with! So now he has a date with this guy instead of me!
UGHH. I feel stupid. And embarrassed. I know I shouldn't but ugh.
And to rub it in, he's talking about how hot the other guy is, and what's so cute about him and what not.
What upsets me most is that just a few hours ago, he was telling me how cute I was and how much he likes my style and he wanted me to shop for him because he liked my style so much. And not to mention, he kept saying how cute I was ( I know redundant).
I honestly tried to go about this like I'm not affected by it. I was trying to play it cool, yeah we can be friends. I think I would have been fine too if he didn't start talking to me about the guy he replaced me with.
I don't know. I feel stupid for feeling this way, but I'm kinda upset. I lied to him and told him that I was going to sleep just so he can stop talking to me. I really can't take this crap from him.
I feel stupid. Really stupid. I shouldn't have let my guard down. I fucking flirted okay. Which I never do.
Ugh I'm so mad. But I shouldn't be mad. I feel mad at myself for being upset over nothing too.
My manager gave me Saturday and Sunday off this week. I have nothing to do now.
I think I might just fucking buy that $109 cardigan. UGHHH.
Since I don't have a date and I'll have that money saved up.
Ps. I think I'm just finding things to make myself better, but He sent me a picture of the guy I got replaced with and pssshhh puh-leeeezzzz
He has got nothing on me.
Bish-please.
ANNND I have a car. Good luck driving his ass around.
*lesson-learned* I'm done with men for real for the mean-time.
what a bitch (@.@)
just left u like that, then to brag on about the new guy..
its rough, and its unnecessarily cruel!
if it was me, id go spending recklessly to lift up my moods! so i coudlnt agree with u more bout buyin the $109 cardigan.. prob worth more than the guy that left u (>.<)
wish i could console u more/better..
take care Masa
Oh - that sucks. What a bastard.
Sounds like this guy doesn't have any friends - otherwise he wouldn't have the need to discuss your replacement with you. You're better off without his lame ass.
I mean really - who does that? "I can't make it this weekend. Hey - I met someone. He's cute. I'll send you his pic." That is a load of b.s.
With all the money you saved - go have yourself a great weekend. I'm sure you can find something fun to do with that money.
Hugs -
-nl
Thanks guys,
this was a weird situation. I don't know what the hell to donor say honestly. I mean I could have done a number of things but I didn't feel like being mean because over all, nothing really happened.
But really, who the f**** does that? And I think he's in the closet still if he has to tell me about the other guy. I ha a hunch that he was in the closet. Which I found out through his bragging session last night.
Im going to have fun this weekend guys, I never had a weeken off before and I have the money. I have enough money for us to have a boys night out, let's go! Drinks on me!
But yeah any how, friends my ass. I'm not talking to this guy any more. It's too awkward.